I start my first official day of college on Wednesday, you would think that would be what is so frustrating. But, the fun never ends, something new and stressful always seems to come out of the woodworks, just when you think everything is going smoothly for once. I have more family visiting, they are staying with my grandmother. I clean my grandmother's house every week, therefore I am not over there until they leave on Wednesday. Through this whole process of deciding when to go back to school I have been earning $400/month cleaning her house, only to find out yesterday that she may not be able to afford it.
Granted, I am not trying to take advantage of her if she really can't afford it, I am just extremely frustrated because I start school in two days and now have to find a way to make ends meet, as far as daycare and everyday living expenses. I can't simply count on childsupport from Nick. IF he pays his rightful amount every month that doesn't even cover daycare expenses for a month. So in order for this to work I need to seek out a job, which I was trying to avoid while I was in school.
I know it could be worse I was just hoping for this to all run smoothly until I get the schooling over with. I don't want to be working 30+ hours a week because I won't have anytime to spend with Moose or to study and write papers etc. GRRRRR
