I am not usually a complainer. I typically keep it to myself and vent to a friend or something if I really need to blow off some steam; but this last little episode has me so angry I just can't seem to calm down. I don't know maybe I am not allowing myself the time to cool off but it is just so frustrating to think about.
So some people must think that I am pretty dumb or oblivious or something. but HELLO... it is so totally obvious. Without saying the whole story I just wanted to say that if you are man enough to make adult decisions the be a damn man and own up to the responsibilities. And if you can't handle it then stay the hell away because I don't want it around me and I sure as hell don't want that kind of a person to be around my son. The kind of role models a young child needs in his/her life is one that can at very least STICK AROUND instead of running away like a scared little puppy dog. Someone that can put differences aside and actually be there for him instead of having ulterior motives. Someone that says they are going to do something and ACTUALLY DO IT. Not a coward.
I do not want it around me. But I especially do no want it around MY son. Anyone male ( because i sure as hell cannot say man) can father a child but it takes a real man to be a dad.
